kisah seorang insan yang lemah

27/05/2012

goodbye ....

hello, sorry i cant control my ego  :'( hm how sad. crush kita cakap dia suka bestfriend kita :( apa perasaan korang ? hm maybe aku tak akan gaduh dengan bestfriend aku tu sebab benda ni. sebab itu sangat tak matured. tapi ya allah sedih nyaaaaa aku </3 just allah knows how i feel it. semalam aku nak nangis tapi aku fikir sury ada sebelah aku je. lepas benda tu jadi aku mula malas nak layan dia. aku rasa sedih. tapi aku sayang dia. aku taktahu macam mana nak bagi tahu dia yang aku sayang dia. its okay. lupa kan benda tu lisya. he's not loving you. he's loving your bestfriend :') crush aku boleh lagi gelak gelak , aku macam hm okay. its over lisya.jangan mengharap sangat.kau jugak yang sakit nanti. hm pergi mati lah. takpe crush , aku try buang perasaan aku kat kau ni kay :') harap kau bahagia after this. 

goodbye FN</3 ILOVEYOU.

01/01/2012

Semalam hang bersama lysa , lala , jiba , jida , eyda , wani:)
Sumpah penat gila :') firstly kita orang pergi makan dekat NZ ,
Otw nak pergi nz nampak mul (senior) macam cuak gila . Memang mengelabah gila time tu
Lastlast watcool je ;) hee , then minum minum makan makan . Gerak rooftop nak jumpa ima
Dengan kawan kawan dia . Aku punya lah segan :'/ ramai gila kat atas tu.
Buat bodoh gerak kat tempat doarang :) aku diam je . Macam orang bodoh . Ahaha
K then kita orang gerak kfc pulak , minum lagi X_X kita orang ambik gambar semua
Best gila lah ;) then gerak kat depan pavi nak tunggi addin jap .
Dia tu bukan main lama lagi aku tunggu -,-t last2 jumpa jugak .
Lysa and me follow addin. So kita orang dengan lala semua terpisah . Haha
Rindu gila dekat addin :* akhirnya jumpa jugak .
Aku time tu segan gila nak mati . Haha then kita orang gerak NZ lagi.
Dengan addin , lysa , and kawan addin , fendi kot nama dia .
Haha , lysa duduk sebelah fendi tu :') so sweet . Sedang kan addin and lisya
Jarak satu kerusi . Amboi malu malu pulak.haha tapi lepas tu dia duduk sebelah kita
How sweet we are aite ? ;) haha
Haha fendi paksa kita orang minum time tu X_X
Sedih je . Hee , tapi nasib baik ada hero lisya time tu . Lisya kasi addin minum :* haha
Then then kan addin cakap kat kita "sayang jom pergi dataran"
Hahahaha , lisya mampu tergelak je time tu . Fendi dengan lysa pun gelak sekali .
Haha , addin gurau je tu :) jangan fikir lain :) then time to go lisya nak balik dah . Addin hantar
Kita kat depan pavi time tu jugak jumpa yann lisya mampu tersenyum . Ahha
Addin pun cakap okay lah addin hantar sampai sini :) kita orang okay lah :) awww!
Seronok lah dapat jumpa addin :') even sekejap je :') me love you AA :* klah gtg , bye guys ;)

28/12/2011

Dear Best Friend.
I wish you could hear my voice one last time so that you would no longer have to worry. I wish I could make you smile one last time so you would know that you deserve to be happy. I wish that I could make you laugh one last time so that you would cry tears of happiness rather than tears of sadness.
I am in he clouds. I am far from you but near your heart. When you find the truth, please do not worry. I am in a better place, but no matter where I am there is no better place than the place by your side.I also miss you.
I hope you are feeling that I don't want you to be worried about me anymore. Your love one is right, when we meet again, we will talk as if it hasn't been so long.
Keep living your life to the fullest and when the moment comes, we will act upon it.
I love you and I miss you.
Sincerely,
Your Best Friend.



ya allah i miss my bestfriend , ya allah please give her back to me :'( 
i just need she in my life :'( atiqah kenapa atiqah perlu pergi dulu , kenapa bukan alisya :( i need you atiqah , i love you and i miss you <3 :'( 

back to school :')

holiday is over :'/ back to school :D macam excited gila nak pergi sekolah sebab nak jumpa kawan je :') hahaha , tapi mesti kita orang lain lain kelas :'/ tapi malam tadi aku mimpi kita orang semua satu kelas . wah bukan main gempak kelas tu bila kami bersatu , ceh :D me , lysa , sury , julia , maisarah , dyba , manda <3 tapi itu hanya mimpi :'/ hm i hope sama kelas :') kalau tak sama kelas pun takpe masa rehat mesti kita org together punya macam 2011 :D muehhehe , kenangan pahit dan manis 2011 tidak pernah ku lupa <3 





mereka the best <3 guys , please dont leave me alone :'( i just need you all <3 me love you guys <3 

22/12/2011

i miss you AA :'(

hey guys , lisya tiba tiba rindu dekat ex lisya :') teringat time first meet kita orang :) so sweet <3
rinduuuuuuuuunya nak lepak dengan dia :) duluuuuuuuuuuuu dia habis training bola and olahraga mesti dia hantar lisya balik :) ingat lagi time kantoi dengan ayah lisya , sumpah lawakkkkkkkkkkkkkkk ! :D kantoi dengan cikgu pun ada :) but buat kewls je ;) name tag dia sentiasa kat dalam beg duit lisya even dah dua orang lisya couple after dia :) yang palingggggggggg terharu adik dia cakap name tag lisya kat cermin dalam bilik dia :)
tapi semua tu hanya kenangan bagi lisya :)) i love you not only for what you are but for what i am when i am with you <3

AMIRUL ADDIN <3

SAPE SAPE DAH BACA BENDA NI TOLONG BAGI TAHU YANG LISYA STILL SAYANG DIA KBYE :D

18/12/2011

THANKS ALOT GUYS =)

hari ni penat aku menjawab soalan orang :') semua soalan sama je " are you okay ?" "what happen with your relationship " and blablabla  
but i'm happy ada gak yang caring pasal kita :* and thanks to lala and amirul asraff a.k.a ash dah buat lisya happy :') thanks again lebiuuuuuuuuuu guys <3 muehhee

I'M SINGLE =)

Shazreen Alisya went from being "in a relationship" to "single" 


HAHA, SINGLE BALIK DOH :') KEWLS AKU KENA GAME BUAT KALI KEDUA :) JAP , BEST KE GAME ORANG ? 
HAHAHAHA , TAKPELAH AKU NI BODOH CEPAT SANGAT PERCAYA KAN ORANG :'/ BODOH KAN AKU ? 
YEAH AKU TAHU AKU BODOH , THANKS TAU :') HAHA , PEREVER ALONEEEEEEEEEE </3  


Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.
Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew.Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours.